Tess Explains It All

Finding the one is such a scary thing. Because nothing feels more amazing than falling in love and nothing feels worse than losing it. You definitely can’t have one without the other. And of course it goes back to that old saying: “it’s better to have love and lost than to have never loved at all.”
Which is true. And I believe that. But love seems like such a silly thing we put ourselves through. And you can’t control it. You can’t say no to love. Even if you tried.
Nothing scares me more than finding love then losing it. I don’t even think my heart would be strong enough to bare it. I lose my shit over guys who aren’t even that meaningful to my life.
So I pray and hope the man I do finally fall in love with… is my first and my last love.