I didn’t even see it coming. My boss came out of nowhere today and decided that today was the day he was going to try to convince me to take more accounting classes.
He so badly wants to see me become a C.P.A. He sat and talked with me for over an hour and gave me every meaningful inspirational speech he could. But he doesnt really know me. He knows a part of me. But not who I truly am and what I am also capable of.
I realize I’m lucky to have a boss that inspires me and sees the potential I have. It’s just SO unfortunate that I don’t feel my passion and path in life should be accounting.
But just like any major decision in life… I have fears. Fears I’m making the wrong decision, fears that all this is happening because it’s meant to be, and fears that by me ignoring it and pushing it away I’ll end up regretting it forever.
I highly doubt that’s the case, but I can’t help but question and fear every decision I make for myself. Getting older does not get easier. BLAH!