Today was an awful day at work. I got in a fight with this guy in my accounting department. And it was this huge blowout and now I just feel so uncomfortable and sad about it all.
I hate this new job I have. It’s been about 4 months now and it’s just not improving at all. If anything it’s getting worse. I feel like I need a good cry over it and I’ll feel better.

Holidays At Work

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Holiday time at an office job is just the best. Especially if you work at an entertainment industry office. They are giving us 2 weeks paid time off for Christmas and New Years. How amazing is that???

Last night we had our office holiday party and since I’m only 4 months into this job… I was a little hesitant to go. Nothing more awkward than standing around a bunch of people you dont know that well. How do you make conversation that doesnt feel forced and uncomfortable??

Luckily a few coworkers from my department decided to go last minute so I had a few people to hang out with. It turned out great because just being there allowed me to mingle with other coworkers I didnt know very well. And with an open bar and appetizers being passed around on trays, how can you not have a great time?? I was pleasantly surprised that a few co-workers (assistants and agents) had very nice things to say to me and it made me feel very appreciated. I’m making more of a positive impact here than I realized. 🙂

I will be heading home for a week to celebrate Christmas then back in LA the second week I have off. I will try my best to keep this blog updated with all the festivities. xoxo

WHEN I FOUND OUT AT WORK TODAY THAT WE GET TO LEAVE WORK AT 3 ON FRIDAY AND MONDAY IS OFF FOR LABOR DAY!

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When I came home from work today and told my cat I got a raise….

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Like whoa…

I didn’t even see it coming. My boss came out of nowhere today and decided that today was the day he was going to try to convince me to take more accounting classes.
He so badly wants to see me become a C.P.A. He sat and talked with me for over an hour and gave me every meaningful inspirational speech he could. But he doesnt really know me. He knows a part of me. But not who I truly am and what I am also capable of.
I realize I’m lucky to have a boss that inspires me and sees the potential I have. It’s just SO unfortunate that I don’t feel my passion and path in life should be accounting.

But just like any major decision in life… I have fears. Fears I’m making the wrong decision, fears that all this is happening because it’s meant to be,  and fears that by me ignoring it and pushing it away I’ll end up regretting it forever.

I highly doubt that’s the case, but I can’t help but question and fear every decision I make for myself. Getting older does not get easier. BLAH!

I swear

I’m going to have a productive day at work today if it’s the last thing I do! I must crank it out!