Wednesday Recap

I worked 11 hours with no real lunch break, I went to night class, I took a midterm that I didnt even KNOW about. Then I proceeded to take a quiz where I knew NONE of the answers. I came home. I watched tv, I made dinner, I cleaned my bathroom and I even dusted.

All in a day’s work! Take that Wednesday! Boo-ya!

I just want to lay in bed all day….

and watch old Mariah Carey music videos. I have ‘Mariah Carey’ radio playing on my pandora station and I’m just reminded of all her old classic hits! Man I loved her growing up!! Her videos were to die for.

I cant even express…

the anxiety I feel every night knowing I have to be to work every morning by 7am. It’s this constant “Okay what time is it? Time for bed yet?” “Oh crap I need to get to bed because I have to wake up in 5 hours!” “Do I wash my hair tonight or wake up super early and wash it in the morning??”

It goes on and on…

haha But I cant complain too much. I just know that if you’re stressed, anxious, excited…youre doing something right in life. Being comfortable = you arent pushing yourself enough.

Do other people think about their life as much as I do? I swear…no matter what I’m doing I’m always thinking in the back of my mind where my future is headed. Is this normal?

All I want is stability and normalcy yet I find myself going back and forth with different ideas that I want to pursue. It’s torture I tell ya!

I envy those people that wake up and just think “Good morning. Here’s another day. Gonna eat something, go to work, come home. Hang out. Be with my family. Take the dog on a walk. Go to bed. Yup. That’s my life.”

Oh it must be nice!!!!!! I wake up and go to bed constantly thinking about the decisions I make for myself today and how they are affecting my future.

Dear Life…

What do you have in store for me?

Because my best friend just had a beautiful baby girl last night and she is so stinking cute. I really want one!!!!

Ya… I said it. ha!

Remember that time ….

I was working 53+ hours a week AND going to school at night? Oh wait… That’s my life now.

Haha but that’s ok. I’m getting thru it. The good and the exhausting.

It’s hard for me to keep up but I do try to post as much as I feel inspired to.

Blogs to come:

Kony 2012 – of course I must discuss

Boys – and all the different types of dancing you see from them at the bar hahah

Boys – what on earth goes thru their head when we’re forcing them to watch the most romantic movies of all time

Demi Lovato- Stay Strong Special on MTV

Stay tuned!! xo

When you are going through something hard and wonder where GOD is, remember the teacher is always quiet during the test.

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My Current Playlist

On repeat right now:

1.) Gym Class Heroes- Ass Back  Home
2.) Kelly Clarkson- Stronger
3.) Far East Movement ft Justin Bieber – Live My Life
4.) Katy Perry – Part Of Me
5.) Carley Rae Jepsen – Call Me Maybe
6.) Carrie Underwood – Good Girl
7.) Rihanna ft Chris Brown- Birthday Cake

There is so much to discuss about this NSync performance I dont even know where to begin!!!
This is NSync performing their single “Girlfriend” at the 44th Annual Grammy Awards.

1.) Get thru the first minute of them singing ‘Gone’ and go straight to when Nelly comes out. Pretty sure Kevin Federline is one of Nelly’s back up dancers. For. Real.

2.) The chick dancing with Justin Timberlake is Jenna Dewan! Who later starred in Step Up and became Channing Tatum’s real life wife. Ugh.

3.) Pop music and boy bands were so huge back in 2002 that I remember they used to have NSync’s video ‘Girlfriend’ on BET’s top 10 countdown. Yup… that happened.

4.) This song was the last single NSync ever released 😦

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Gossip Girl Post!!!

Oh gosh we must discuss!!!! I am so on board with Dan and Blair dating. They are so so so so cute together!! I know there are a million Chuck and Blair fans out there (of course I am one too. Hello Season 4 Episode 2: Most intense Chuck and Blair episode EVER. Has my heart) But I can’t help but admit I enjoy seeing a new fresh relationship.

Chair fans need to relax and just let the writers play out this Dair relationship and I promise…when all is said and done Chuck and Blair will end up together and it will be magical!

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