Tess Explains It All

Well my last post is kind of depressing since the dumb boy and I didnt end up working out. I guess that’s what you get for posting blogs one month after they happen. You have to read how excited and happy you were even though in the present it’s ALL over. (I thought by not posting in the present would help to not jinx the relationship, but I’ve learned even that doesn’t help)

Home-boy ended up acting distant after the first 2 weeks of bliss. It was just downhill from there. I stopped hearing from him every day. Days went by without actually seeing him. And he’d go a whole night without texting me back. It was just bad bad bad. And I was literally left standing there in an empty field with a ’what the fuck’ look on my face…
Well that’s what it felt like.

Finally after like 2 weeks of not knowing what was going on…he reached out to me and I got my closure via text. Long story short, he said he got scared when we got serious and ran away. And that he liked me but felt we didn’t have the right chemistry.

Which is TOTAL bullshit and makes me hate him even more. He was the one that moved fast from the beginning and made me feel like we had great chemistry and that we were on the same page. And he just took it all away for no reason. I mean I could write a novel about this whole situation but I’ll spare you.

But I must say, after that conversation, I’ve felt decently strong about moving forward and forgetting him. He lives in my apartment complex but by some miracle I haven’t bumped into him. So that’s good!