26 Apr 2013 Leave a comment

by calabri2 in Uncategorized Tags: ,

Tomorrow is moving day!!! Yes…it’s true. I am moving again. I’ve lived in LA for almost 5 years and this will be my 5th apartment I’ve moved into. So that’s fun. haha Every place I move into I say to myself “This is it! I am settling here for a few years!” And of course that’s never the case.

I’m moving in with one of my friends who I’ve known since elementary school. It should be pretty exciting. The only part that isnt exciting is packing up. I have avoided my kitchen till the very last day. So that I will take on tonight. Not stressful at all. haha Wish me luck!

And I’ll let you know how settling into the new place goes. 🙂

26 Apr 2013 Leave a comment

by calabri2 in Just My Random Thoughts Tags: ,

Tomorrow is moving day!!! Yes…it’s true. I am moving again. I’ve lived in LA for almost 5 years and this will be my 5th apartment I’ve moved into. So that’s fun. haha Every place I move into I say to myself “This is it! I am settling here for a few years!” And of course that’s never the case.

I’m moving in with one of my friends who I’ve known since elementary school. It should be pretty exciting. The only part that isnt exciting is packing up. I have avoided my kitchen till the very last day. So that I will take on tonight. Not stressful at all. haha Wish me luck!

And I’ll let you know how settling into the new place goes. 🙂

25 Mar 2013 Leave a comment

by calabri2 in Fitness, Just My Random Thoughts Tags: , , ,

Girls really kill me with their insecurities. My friends are always saying things to me like “I need to lose 10 pounds.” or “I’m really starting to break out.” or “Look at the wrinkles I already have on my forehead!”

And as I was washing my face tonight a thought kept ringing in my head over and over again: “Really? You think you need to lose weight? Your weight is my goal weight.” “Really?? I dont see a single blemish or pimple on your face right now.” “Really? What wrinkles? You’re clearly imagining them.” 

We’re all so much harder on ourselves, no matter who we are, when we dont need to be. I don’t care if you have the most perfect body in the world with a flawless complexion, there is still something that you are going to find wrong with yourself. And it’s all so silly. Just love the body you’re in! Realize that whatever you are insecure about, the rest of the world does not even notice, not even a little bit. I’m sure 99% of them envy you and only see beauty.

 Love yourself. You’re beautiful! 

10 Feb 2013 Leave a comment

by calabri2 in The Single Life/Love Stories Tags: ,

Life can be funny sometimes. Today I had a first date planned and an amazing weekend ahead. And then for some reason life decided to give me a broken wrist this morning instead and it ruined everything. I’m a true believer in everything happening for a reason, I just can’t wait to find out what reason is behind this crap.

29 Jan 2013 Leave a comment

by calabri2 in The Single Life/Love Stories Tags: , , ,

Sometimes I worry about myself. I don’t think it can be emotionally good for a person to be single for as long as I have. There’s gotta be some long term damage that’s happening to me subconsciously that I don’t totally realize yet. 

How can I be surrounded by so many people that love me, yet not one guy on earth finds me loveable? I’m not saying this to be depressing or feel sorry for myself… honestly…I’m just saying this because I worry for myself. I worry that I will never find what I’m looking for and I’m going to somehow be emotionally f*cked up. Can a person be this alone and independent for this long and still come out okay? 

I’m losing myself. It’s a daily battle of caring too much then forcing myself to be grateful and happy and not care at all. 

22 Jan 2013 Leave a comment

Cheers to my birthday today!!

Happy to be another year older. I always try my best to be strong, positive and hopeful.

And today I will do my best to put on a happy face. 

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08 Jan 2013 Leave a comment

by calabri2 in Fitness, Just My Random Thoughts Tags: , , ,

So i got a gym membership last night at 24 Hour Fitness and I’m excited to go work out after work.

I have completely let myself go this holiday season and I’m ready to start getting more active and lose about 20lbs. Well..that’s my goal. I’d be happy with 15lbs.

I’m hoping I just magically turn into one of those gym rats that just loves going to the gym. And goes almost every day. Yup..that’ll be me. And I’ll have a hot body by this summer and before my high school 10 year reunion.

Holla!

2013!!!!

02 Jan 2013 Leave a comment

by calabri2 in Just My Random Thoughts, The Single Life/Love Stories Tags: , ,

Here it is!! A new year!! Can’t believe 2012 is gone and 2013 is here!!

2012 was a decent year for me. No major complaints. Highlights from the year include:

-blogging for Seacrest
-best friends that visited me in LA
-“dating” a guy for about 4 months
-joining a kickball team
-making many more amazing memories with all my friends

I’m not going to make a New Years resolution this year but I do have the same hopes as I always do. I would like to fall in love, lose weight and find a job I’m truly happy at. It’s not a lot to ask but yet SO much to ask at the same time.
I’m hopeful and excited to see what this new year brings!!!  

13 Dec 2012 Leave a comment

by calabri2 in Just My Random Thoughts Tags: ,

Of course I’ll be by my phone ALL night and not one single text message will come in. And then as soon as I lay in bed to blog, and my phone is out in the living room charging… I’m not kidding… I probably just had 10 text messages ding. 

But I refuse to get up and go look at them during my me/blogging time.

05 Dec 2012 Leave a comment

by calabri2 in The Single Life/Love Stories Tags: , , , ,

So it’s been a month now that the boy I was dating left me and moved across the country. And it would be easy for the single girl in me to be like “oh it was so tragic! Worst month of my life! I was SO depressed!”

But guess whaaaaaat. That isn’t the case at all! I never really thought it would be but you know, when you’re single, and you have any moment of something real, feelings can be more escalated than necessary. But luckily I got through the first month and only had 2 mini breakdowns over it. 

Him and I still talk almost every day…but I don’t feel butterflies fly through my stomach when I hear from him or anything. And that of course that is because he is ALL the way in NY and I will never see him again. Well maybe..but not in the way that will ever affect my future. There are moments where I’ll be driving and out of nowhere I’ll catch myself thinking of him, and this pit forms in my stomach because I do miss him. But I have to remind myself to just smile at those memories and move on.  

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