Tess Explains It All

I hate this day. I really really do. And I know there are other things in life that could be worse. And I’m young single and still have hope. But still. Valentines Day sucks!!!!!!!!! I hate it I hate it I hate it. And social media just makes it worse. Can you imagine a day when girls didnt have FB or instagram to show off the flowers they receive? Whatever did they do?!?! Yes I’m bitter…yes when I have a bf and he sends me flowers I will post pics of them on social media…but as of now all I can do is hate on others. Cause I am a big ball of jealousy. Jealousy does not look good on me.

To make matters worse this morning I was browsing thru my instagram and both of the guys I used to date uploaded COLLAGES of them and their new girlfriends. It was only 10am. And this was GUYS doing this. What has the world come to? It felt like daggers to my heart. All I wanted to do was crawl up in a big ball and cry. My friend calls me an online cutter. And she’s probably right. Why torture myself like this?? So I did the best thing I could do and I unfollowed both of them on instagram and I promise to never look back! I know…hold your applause. Youre SO proud of me.

I refuse to look at any social media for the rest of the day. It’s a yucky world out there today. It’s overwhelming and does nothing but make me feel sad alone depressed and single. F*ck Valentines Day.