Considering how tired I am right now I’m surprised I feel so upbeat… maybe it’s the current coffee high.

But I wanted to write a quick blog about life. And how great I think life is! My friend is turning another year older this weekend and I was thinking to myself how great it is to see all the people around me that I care about growing up! It may seem silly but it’s just so interesting watching friends you’ve grown up with turn into whoever it is they are turning into! ha

Every year I am truly thankful for turning another year older and the life I’ve lived so far. And I’m grateful for every laugh, tear, hard day, happy day… all the ups and downs. It’s all worth it.

Wednesday Recap

I worked 11 hours with no real lunch break, I went to night class, I took a midterm that I didnt even KNOW about. Then I proceeded to take a quiz where I knew NONE of the answers. I came home. I watched tv, I made dinner, I cleaned my bathroom and I even dusted.

All in a day’s work! Take that Wednesday! Boo-ya!

Dear Life…

What do you have in store for me?

Because my best friend just had a beautiful baby girl last night and she is so stinking cute. I really want one!!!!

Ya… I said it. ha!

Big Day Tomorrow!!!

So excited for the new things happening in my life! Stay tuned…

Kind of loving living on my own for the first time.

Ever since I turned 18 and was able to move out of my parents’ house I’ve had a roommate. I’ve gone from having 1 roommate to 20 roommates (sorority) to 3 roommates and back to 1. Almost 10 years later…I’m officialy in my very first 1 bedroom apartment. And it’s exciting!

It’s like a freedom. I know that every mess in the apartment is mine, I know that every tv show recorded on the dvr is mine, I know that all the food in the cabinets is mine… it’s very peaceful.

Me being sick for a week

= not a lot of blogging on my part. Sorrryyyyy! 😦

Single Girl Story

Well here I am…getting all ready for my date. I’ve got one hour and 15 mins till it’s show time. So so so nervous. This is not normal. How do people do this on a regular basis? There’s a reason I only do this every 3 year years or so. lol

Let ya know how it goes…. fingers crossed!

I may or may not be going on a date this Saturday. I may or may not be super nervous. I may or may not be jinxing myself because I always talk about this stuff way too soon and nothing comes of it. But it’s my Single Girl Blog!! A girl’s gotta write about it right??

Like whoa…

I didn’t even see it coming. My boss came out of nowhere today and decided that today was the day he was going to try to convince me to take more accounting classes.
He so badly wants to see me become a C.P.A. He sat and talked with me for over an hour and gave me every meaningful inspirational speech he could. But he doesnt really know me. He knows a part of me. But not who I truly am and what I am also capable of.
I realize I’m lucky to have a boss that inspires me and sees the potential I have. It’s just SO unfortunate that I don’t feel my passion and path in life should be accounting.

But just like any major decision in life… I have fears. Fears I’m making the wrong decision, fears that all this is happening because it’s meant to be,  and fears that by me ignoring it and pushing it away I’ll end up regretting it forever.

I highly doubt that’s the case, but I can’t help but question and fear every decision I make for myself. Getting older does not get easier. BLAH!

Journal

Tonight I was going through my super old email address that I never check anymore and I came across a few journal entries I had written back in 2008. I used to email them to myself so I could later print them out and paste them in my journal. (Once everything started being done on computers, I realized how much faster and easier it was to type my thoughts than to write them by hand)

This is an entry I found that I had written the night before I graduated college. About 3 1/2 years ago. I’ve kept journals since I was in the 4th grade. I wrote in them consistently my whole life until I moved to LA. I’m not sure why I stopped writing when I moved here…but I did. Maybe one day I’ll pick it back up again.

“May 16th, 2008
10:01 pm Friday 

Well this is it….tomorrow I am graduating from college. It feels so surreal even writing those words. I really never thought I’d make it. I still can’t believe tomorrow I will walk across that stage and receive my college diploma. I have never been more proud of myself. Not everyone goes to college and finishes it. People are not forced to go to college the way they are elementary school through high school. So I am very proud that I did it and I’m walking away with a wonderful degree in Business Administration – Finance. I’m waking up super early…like 5:45am and getting ready then Jess, Alyssa, and I are driving together to UNR. It seems like just yesterday me and the girls were driving to our high school graduation and I started to cry because I couldn’t believe it was all over. And now….5 years later…tomorrow morning I’ll be driving to my college graduation. I can’t help but smile. I’m soooo excited! Tomorrow is going to be a wonderful day!”

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